Ruth McKee flash fiction: Bocca Baciata

Let in a slit of light to your mouth, pout.

He angled my face, his hands on my back, my breasts; he wanted them cold, but my lips incarnadine.

Mystery in the face, aroused but unknowing.

I held a wand of willow, or the neck of a lyre.

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Put your fingers around it, like it palpitates.

Sometimes I had to bend, as if plucking flowers.

Sumptuous amid near blooded roses, as Venus Verticordia: what girl could resist?

He had plucked me too, from my father’s smithy, the church bells of metal, wildness of horse-smell. He had the name of an angel but changed mine to suit himself.

He had me as I posed, legs apart, knees aching, the smell of turpentine and his sweat. He painted me then, in voluptuous heat. After, he put his fingers inside me til I groaned, then he’d touch up the canvas and retire.

Later, when my flesh was heavy and belly full with the sin of it, I saw the finished painting, recognized all the glory of my thighs, my breasts, my shoulder.

But it was not my face. It was the new girl, a fresh palette of tastes, whose lips were a near replica of mine, but her dusky upper lip a deeper bow.

When I got pheasant fat, my face soured, he made me keep house. I cleaned the steps as the fresh model traipsed up, her hair aflame, his fingers poised. He didn’t want a slit in my mouth any more.

You never keep it shut.

I took a man then, and was found, sprawled, saline mouthed and eager. Libidinous, unruly, irrational.

Once it was carmine, canary, and silks. Now I wear a black dress with a white crooked collar.

It's what they wear here, at the asylum.
This flash fiction by Ruth McKee first appeared in the anthology A Box of Stars Beneath the Bed (2016). Ruth McKee is editor of Spontaneity magazine